One of the ways I've been remembering Ewan and his life is by going through the photos we took in the hospital. I always knew some of these would be difficult to look at -- when I look at them (even the ones taken prior to surgery), I remember every emotion in startling detail like I'm experiencing it fresh, for the first time, all over again. But I also knew that it would be far more difficult not to have them -- not to have the memories of the fifteen days Ewan graced me with his life.
I've found that my mood and emotions have so much to do with how I process a photo, how I remember him. There are so many left to go through, but I wanted to share these first four days of Ewan with you.